Saturday, December 31

This and that

Day before : My friend is in her due-stage(pregnancy). I guess it would be a new year baby. She was ironing those small teeny-weeny clothes and blankets. The size of those clothes just grabs at your heart. And more so, the owner, when it does wear :) We were chatting and discussing names for the baby (Suggestions are welcome). We dont know yet, whether it is a boy/girl. While we were at it, suddenly, the baby kicked and she told me keep my palm over her stomach to feel it. I think, it is one of the most beautiful thing to feel another life inside one's own. Waiting now to see her/him..

Yesterday : My another Friend P called me to work with her in Chennai Open. At the players service desk. So yesterday was an interesting day - to meet players from all over the world. Mostly, it was the coaches who were selecting the schedule/partner for their wards practise sessions.

Today : We are having qualifying round matches for the finals. Have never done anything like this before. Nor have I encountered match at this close proximity.

Tonight : A year gone by. So fast. Leaving with us good memories to cherish, new beliefs formed, and most of all more lessons learnt. Too many things cross my mind but words are minimal. But want to just say thanks to everyone I've met.

Anyways, Have a wonderful new year people. 2006 calling.

Thursday, December 29

Popular languages of the world

10. French
Number of speakers: 129 million
To say "hello" in French, say "Bonjour" (bone-JOOR).

9. Malay-Indonesian
Number of speakers: 159 million
To say "hello" in Indonesian, say "Selamat pagi" (se-LA-maht PA-gee).

8. Portuguese
Number of speakers: 191 million
To say "hello" in Portuguese, say "Bom dia" (bohn DEE-ah).

7. Bengali
Number of speakers: 211 million
To say "hello" in Bengali, say "Ei Je" (EYE-jay).

6. Arabic
Number of speakers: 246 million
To say "hello" in Arabic, say "Al salaam a'alaykum" (Ahl sah-LAHM ah ah-LAY-koom).

5. Russian
Number of speakers: 277 million
To say "hello" in Russian, say "Zdravstvuite" (ZDRAST-vet-yah).

4. Spanish
Number of speakers: 392 million
To say "hello" in Spanish, say "Hola" (OH-la).

3. Hindustani
Number of speakers: 497 million
To say "hello" in Hindustani, say "Namaste" (Nah-MAH-stay).

2. English
Number of speakers: 508 million
To say "hello" in English, say "What's up, freak?" (watz-UP-freek).

1. Mandarin
Number of speakers: 1 billion+
To say "hello" in Mandarin, say "Ni hao" (Nee HaOW). ("Hao" is pronounced as one syllable, but the tone requires that you let your voice drop midway, and then raise it again at the end.)

Wednesday, December 28

Idhu epdi irukku

Super!

Grazing around

Yesterday, I saw 'Perfect Murder' (cast : Michael Douglas, Gwenyth Paltrow, Viggo Mortensen). If you are a lover of classics, and have not seen the movie, you have not missed much. And those who have watched this crap, ahem! movie, do catch up with the original one. Extremely irritating, was to see Michael Douglas act. Looked like a cow, trying hard to chew. And the 'key' part - was somehow lost. I never knew people use the same key for the backdoor and front door. Seems out of place. It was such a failed attempt. What I saw, was a perfect murder of the classic 'Dial M for Murder' from which it claims to have been remade. What finesse, the latter had, with definite originality and subtle storytelling, not missing the intricacies. Certainly one of Hitchcock's best.

*period*

My friend and myself, we were having an extremely long conversation that sparked up some interesting theories that could have happened in the past. The thought grazes randomly.
Who made the rules, who made the boundaries, who made restrictions? Everything is man-made. Nothing was installed into you the second you were born. We were not in matrix. So whatever values we hold, the judgement of good and bad, all comes out of our family, our society, our community. So in that case, books like Bhagavadgeetha/ Bible/ Kuran and other -way of living books, did not fall from heaven. When earth was formed- either scientifically by black hole or by God in seven days (let there be light!), there were humans. And they survived. On basics. They did not have rules/restrictions. Probably one human fell off from a cliff and never returned back, they decided that they should not go near that. But whatever it was, they believed in what they could see and feel, they survived on what they could eat, all satisfying basic needs. And man was happy. He lived. He learned how to hunt, dig, attack, build from watching other creatures in his surroundings. Whatever posed danger to him, he tried to kill or ended up getting killed. Communication started. They would have named each one with the most simplest sounds. Now, this is the theory. One day, a man from that community, protects the others, maybe by warning that a big green hungry dinosaur was coming by this way. He probably jumped and pointed and rolled and acted every gesture by saving the whole community. That day, they were saved by this one person. So they made him the chief and heaved him with gifts- most probably bone necklaces, one big tooth and several lizard skeletons (treasures of those times)[Random question-Who decided that gold is the most worthiest]. He sun-basked (literally) on those praises. And maybe, maybe this human's name was 'God'. Thats where probably God's word spread around. He became famous as his story was told again and again with more exagerations (with the more jumping and rolling) to every generation. And his "herodom" tripled by the fold and finally, making him invincible and superhuman. Then they made sculptures and paintings to be reminded of him everytime they went to hunt.

Coming back to the first few notes, There was no scriptures then, and man was peaceful. Now we have as many 'guides to god'. Why are we still uneasy. Has not refined and polished technology brought us more woe. Now and then we play hypocrites. Warding it off as some unknown disease. Smiling when we dont want to. Sometimes, people whom we term selfish are actually better off, because, they know what they want and they do it for themselves. And we claim to help, heed to others finally ending up sometimes more unsatisfied. So again, everything is man-made. Wars are.

Think about this situation. Hovering about basics. God/science made earth. Meant that nobody has claim in it whatsoever. If it belongs to one, it belongs to all (including other creatures). And vice-versa. Can you ever term that any particular star is yours? You cant. So, how dare we make boundaries and claim it as 'this is mine and that is yours'. And not only did we stop there. We were selling earth/land and paying the government. So when did this start - that earth belonged to government? Anyways, now we have land to claim that it is ours. Nature brought food. We plucked it from there, and sold it and made money. Only then did we water the plants. What about travelling? Well, you need Visa. Who decids that you are allowed/give permission to travel to other places around the world? Nature decided that only particular animals could live in particular habitats. But we transported the animals everywhere creating artificial temperature, plants and environs. Whom are we cheating? We destroy the forests, and build more homes, pay taxes, use resources. And when the animals, previously living in those forests, enters the area, we kill them - Headlines claiming " Animals enter human territory(!). Duh. Just because, they cannot talk.

We were given 6 senses. For, God only knows what (pun unintended).

Monday, December 26

December trickles out

Monday morning and no french class. Difficult to digest.

Anyways, I've come to the crossroads of my life, where every decision taken now will have a definite influence in the after-life. But time never stops. And a year about to end. And I want to have a definite path carved out when I begin my new year. A dream to be post-poned, but nevertheless, will be achieved one day. So I dont regret today for the sake of missing joys of the present. I have set out my first goal which I am starting to work for, with time limit of 3 years. A trip to Egypt. My dream, my passion. Hopefully I would be climbing the pyramids by 2008/9. With that planned, I am ready to start my journey with more than just a mere smile. More than just a thought. More than being just myself. The skies look clearer now :)

Sunday, December 18

Morphing through time

Orange frustrations
Purple patterns
Yellow leaves

Red lust
Black flower
White sky
Green life
Blue streaks
Become my rainbow of thoughts

Memories come and go
A heart that melt once, harden more
Eyes that stare into abyss
A machine undercover human
Lips smile indifferent
Face expressionless

I am finally in the limelight
Acting a part never taught before
Light passing through me
Transperency
Life goes on.

Wednesday, December 14

premiere level

Je n'ai jamais été ceci heureux. Le directeur a accepté mon diagramme (croquis de alliance francaise) et a également offert de l'encadrer. Il ne s'est pas arrêté là, il a également voulu accrocher la conception dans son bureau. Il était très gentil.

Nous avons juste une semaine. Nous finissons notre cours ce vendredi. Ayez accoutumé à lever tôt et commencer chaque jour par la grammaire française. Je manquerai Madame, mes camarades et aussi le, la et les!

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Monday, December 12

Turning 56!














Happy birthday to our dearest thalaivar !

Sunday, December 11

Gone with the wind

"Frankly my dear, I dont give a damn." and Rhett Butler walks out on Scarlett leaving her with no choice.
If there was any movie that could be claimed having done justice to its book, that would be - Gone with the wind.

First about the book. Written by Margaret Mitchell. One character throughout the book dominates us all with her vivacious demeanour and 'passion for life' as Ashley puts it. Scarlett O'Hara, as selfish as one could imagine, she struts on with an uptight face, held at pride, even when she is looked down by the whole of Atlanta. Marries thrice to serve her own needs and her only other passion 'Tara' other than Ashley. Rhett Butler, introduced as a rundown first rate scoundrel falls in love with Scarlett. Loving Ashley, till, it dawns upon her, that he, infact is a weak statured dreamer with no wish to take hold of the reigns and will always remain so. Melly, married to Ashley, with all the characteristics that Scarlett could never be, is loved by everyone and the sole person who believes Scarlett to be innocent at all times. A mention should definitely be made about Mammy. Enjoyed her from the very moment. She always knew, what Scarlett was upto and never stopped herself from saying Scarlett's true intentions on her face. The red-petticoat-silent argument between Rhett and Mammy is very simple, with deeper attachments to it. The novel encaptures the war where Sherman leads the yankees and conquers Atlanta, Georgia and proceeds to the sea. And after that, the carpet baggers enters the scene and start plundering by slandering heavy taxes from the locals. It is surprising that even when we read about her, that Scarlett is full of herself, selfish and conceited, one part of you, actually goes out to her, not out of pity, but to just slap her and try to make her understand about Rhett.

'Scarlett', is the sequel to this book. Though is written by another author. Alexandria Ripley. I'd have loved to know about how Margaret would have liked to continue with her characters. But have to be satisfied, though it was not that bad. She has tried to keep up the pace. Actually, would love to have a go at it again, cos its been years. So will write about it then.

About the movie, To start with, Hats down to Victor Fleming. Saw the movie again, before writing this. Could appreciate lot of subtleties and a mamothous task of shrinking a 1000 paged book into a three hour entertaining movie. Casting is definitely one of its stronger points. Rhett Butler played by Clark Gable - Could not have chosen better, that too with Gable's reputation those days. I personally am still in love with him, he died in 1960 :( of heartattack. He was one of the top paid actors under contract with MGM. Infact, people loved him, when he man-handled his co-stars (women) in his earlier days. Gable left three years out of film industry to join in War. Even Adolf Hitler esteemed the film star above all other actors, and during the war offered a sizable reward to anyone who could capture and return Gable unscathed to him! Ok, I think, I'm slightly waiving oo much over on one side! Vivien Leigh played Scarlett O'Hara. A lot of screen tests were taken and many actresses reviewed, for this part. I read in Rita Heyworth's biography about everybody wanting that part. Vivien had the good luck to chance upon the David O'Selznick, while visiting her lover. Then the rest, was history. David O'Selznick is incidentally the son-in law of Meyer. That has an even bigger story to it, but I am not gonna lose track of this post once more.

Some facts about from the sets of Gone with the Wind
- The Atlanta that you see, when it burns, was actually
the first set that they had made. But the David-producer, was not satisfied, he wanted it to
be torn apart to construct a new set. It was Clark Gable , who gave him the idea, that it could be shot as 'Atlanta burning' -to burn the set anyway and put it to use, now that it was being destroyed.
- Vivien Leigh complained that Gable had bad breath, hence refused to kiss him.Gable, getting wary, stuffed himself with garlic and onions, before every kissing scene.
-GWTW won 10 Oscars.
-The baby that appears in the scene, when Gable names it-Bonnie Blue Butler- is a boy. This boy, was celeberating Gable's 100th birthday by escorting everyone around Gable's house.
-Vivien Leigh was born in India, Calcutta to be exact.
- Max Steiner was the composer, who did for The Jazz Singer, The Casablanca
-William Cameron Menzies was the production designer. Was also one of the associate producer of Around the World in 80 days
-George Cukor(
director of My Fair Lady) was one of the uncredited Directors for this movie.

Some of my favourite dialogues/excerpts
**"No, I dont think I want to kiss you, although you need kissing badly, that's what's wrong with you... you should be kissed, and often, and by someone that knows how." - Rhett
**
"You sir, are no gentleman!" - Scarlett
And you miss are no lady.. " - Rhett
**
"This is an hororable proposal of marriage made at what i consider a most opportune moment... I can't wait all my life trying to catch you between husbands." - Rhett
**
"He looks as if, as if he knows what I look like without my shimmy!" - Scarlett
**"Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn." - Rhett (Chosen as the century's best quote out of top 100 movies by American Film Institute)
**"Here, take my handkerchief. Never in any crisis of your life have I known you to have a handkerchief." - Rhett
**"After all...tomorrow is another day!" - Scarlett

The Cast and Crew of 'Gone with the wind' - But where exactly did they go- Click here

Saturday, December 10

Potter & Voldemort

At the New York City Premiere !

Thursday, December 8

'The Secret Garden' - Frances Hodgson Burnett

Rediscovered why I loved this book, when I read it in my 8th standard. Read this book, because was planning to see the movie (Saw amazing sketches of the garden - done by Stuart Craig). It brings alive childhood, its innocence and most of all the energy. Descriptions that makes you actually smell, and feel fresh earth after rains, cool breeze and dream about spring. Brings home beauty of the Yorkshire hills and meadows that you would want to just throw yourself on dew-dampened grass and look at the blue blue sky. Anyone who is an avid reader, please do pick up a copy. Even if you had read it long time back, like me, read it once more. Never have I felt this fresh after reading a book. And a motivation to remain so.

Tuesday, December 6

Cat on the wall

Is it a disaster to follow one's dream?

I want to be a production designer. A good one at that. Do not want to compensate now or ever. I have one life. And I want to live it, damn it. Too many things are going in my head to spell it out with simple words.

Period. Breathe in. Breathe out.

Till college you are fine. Cos you are in college, you still have years to decide about your future. Years turn to months, to weeks, to days. And finally when you are out, you look at the world as an epitome of possibilities waiting to be tapped. So you start running towards them. It takes time for you to sort out your priorities. And when you do, you choose one corridor. First you come across the first door. Its made of hay, you blow it down. Then you start again. Now a woodenone. You axe it away. And you commence once more, but your hope level is somewhat disturbed. You reach a cascade of bricks. You try sorting that out. Once more, you continue. And you reach an iron door. Neither can you blow nor can you axe it. Banging will only hurt you back, though deep inside, you are already lost. Only way out, is with a key. You search frantically. You look through the key-hole. But all you can see is darkness. Uncertainity. You look back, the way you came from. You dont want to go back. Though it looks bright and tempting than the dark cold passage. You have a conflict. The others took the easy way out, you did not want to, then. You dont want to, now. You lay there searching, digging, scraching for the key. You are starving. Still you try to hold on to your remaining strength. But you know, what is more diffficult to control. Thoughts. You are thinking. Always thinking. About possibilities. When all ideas are fatal, doubt creeps in. Doubt eats away your confidence. Your strength and then slowly settling down comfortably on your mind. Doubting oneself is probably the worst punishment one could suffer from. And in that dark cold abyss, an inner voice suddenly pops-up, " Is it a disaster to follow one's dream?"

No, I will not die today.

" When I give up forever to touch you.."-Iris (Goo Goo Dolls)

Monday, December 5

False Impression (pun intended)

Read 'False Impression' - Jeffery Archer's latest venture.
A murder, a masterpiece (Van Gogh), a serial killer, an obsessive banker who is also an art collector. Sounded like Dan Brown. An additonal asset - 9/11 attack. His description of the escape of the central character (Anna) from the tower was unimpressive. Taking that into considration, I thought she would be more pshychologically vulnerable. After-math of 9/11 follows throughout the story as an irritating news bearer. The whole episode was actually not necessary, could have been avoided. Most of the situations were quite predictable. No twist in the tales here, pun unintended.
Did Enjoy - One liners - Conversation between Anna and a FBI officer, was actually slightly humorous.

Saturday, December 3

To Follett

Read three Ken Folletts within a week. Something that I've never done before - reading three books of the same author in a row. But somehow, one thing led to another ;) and before I knew it, there, I was not letting go of those cheap second hand copies . .

Started with 'The Modigliani Scandal' - I've never read any author writing in this style, yet. Every character led to the next one, leading the story on the way and through their view point, there by creating a motivation for each character in a vicious cirle with a lost masterpiece right at the centre. It was not that exhilirating, infact proved to be a disappointment, keeping in mind his classics like 'Eye of the needle' / 'Key to Rebecca'.

"Lie down with the Lions" gained him more points than the last one . I guess Follet is more at home writing about spies. And he comes back to stressing on a woman's strength.
Even in 'Eye of the Needle' the climax , wherein a lonely woman on an island stops a killer of a spy, whom she just fell in love with, is what grips the whole story. In 'Lie...', he creates a romantic triangle between an English-woman and two spies fighting for different ideoligies. The first part of catching a revolutionary villian is well written. Nothing more.

On the other hand, 'A Dangerous Fortune', is completely different. Starts with a very simple death of a 13yr old boy, alas, something that would haunt the fate of an extremely aristocratic prestigious Banking family of mid 1860's. Was fascinated by how he had brought upon the differences in each character and their wanting for power, fame and wealth.

His only other different genre that I have read is 'Third Twin', which was more like reading a Robin Cook. Though I've not yet verged into any other book of his, apart from 'Man from St.Petersberg', I feel his war affliated novels prove to be stronger and
intriguing and allow us to remain much more magnetised than any of his other writings.

Friday, December 2

"His Principle of Peace Was Bogus" - Godse

Was fascinated by this interview. Wanted to share with you all.

Gopal Godse, co-conspirator in Gandhi's assassination and brother of the assassin, looks back in anger and without regret

Fifty-two years ago, on Jan. 30, 1948, Mohandas Gandhi was shot dead by Nathuram Godse, a Hindu extremist. Godse believed that the Mahatma, or great soul, was responsible for the 1947 partition of India and the creation of Pakistan. Godse and his friend Narayan Apte were hanged. His brother Gopal and two others were sentenced to life imprisonment for their part in the conspiracy. Gopal Godse remained in jail for 18 years and now, at 80, lives with his wife in a small apartment in Pune. He is still proud of his role in the murder. Although Godse is largely ignored in India and rarely talks to journalists, he agreed to speak with TIME Delhi correspondent Meenakshi Ganguly.

TIME:
What happened in January 1948?
Godse: On Jan. 20, Madanlal Pahwa exploded a bomb at Gandhi's prayer meeting in Delhi. It was 50 m away from Gandhi. [The other conspirators] all ran away from the place. Madanlal was caught there. Then there was a tension in our minds that we had to finish the task before the police caught us. Then Nathuram [Gopal's brother] took it on himself to do the thing. We only wanted destiny to help us -- meaning we should not be caught on the spot before he acted.

TIME: Why did you want to kill Gandhi?
Godse:
Gandhi was a hypocrite. Even after the massacre of the Hindus by the Muslims, he was happy. The more the massacres of the Hindus, the taller his flag of secularism.

TIME:
Did you ever see Gandhi?
Godse:
Yes.

TIME:
Did you attend his meetings?
Godse:
Yes.

TIME:
Can you explain how he created his mass following?
Godse:
The credit goes to him for maneuvering the media. He captured the press. That was essential. How Gandhi walked, when he smiled, how he waved -- all these minor details that the people did not require were imposed upon them to create an atmosphere around Gandhi. And the more ignorant the masses, the more popular was Gandhi. So they always tried to keep the masses ignorant.

TIME:
But surely it takes more than good publicity to create a Gandhi?
Godse:
There is another thing. Generally in the Indian masses, people are attracted toward saintism. Gandhi was shrewd to use his saintdom for politics. After his death the government used him. The government knew that he was an enemy of Hindus, but they wanted to show that he was a staunch Hindu. So the first act they did was to put "Hey Ram" into Gandhi's dead mouth.

TIME:
You mean that he did not say "Hey Ram" as he died?
Godse:
No, he did not say it. You see, it was an automatic pistol. It had a magazine for nine bullets but there were actually seven at that time. And once you pull the trigger, within a second, all the seven bullets had passed. When these bullets pass through crucial points like the heart, consciousness is finished. You have no strength.

When Nathuram saw Gandhi was coming, he took out the pistol and folded his hands with the pistol inside it. There was one girl very close to Gandhi. He feared that he would hurt the girl. So he went forward and with his left hand pushed her aside and shot. It happened within one second. You see, there was a film and some Kingsley fellow had acted as Gandhi. Someone asked me whether Gandhi said, "Hey Ram." I said Kingsley did say it. But Gandhi did not. Because that was not a drama.

TIME:
Many people think Gandhi deserved to be nominated TIME's Person of the Century. [He was one of two runners-up, after Albert Einstein.]
Godse:
I name him the most cruel person for Hindus in India. The most cruel person! That is how I term him.

TIME:
Is that why Gandhi had to die?
Godse:
Yes. For months he was advising Hindus that they must never be angry with the Muslims. What sort of ahimsa (non-violence) is this? His principle of peace was bogus. In any free country, a person like him would be shot dead officially because he was encouraging the Muslims to kill Hindus.

TIME:
But his philosophy was of turning the other cheek. He felt one person had to stop the cycle of violence...
Godse:
The world does not work that way.

TIME:
Is there anything that you admire about Gandhi?
Godse:
Firstly, the mass awakening that Gandhi did. In our school days Gandhi was our idol. Secondly, he removed the fear of prison. He said it is different to go into prison for a theft and different to go in for satyagraha (civil disobedience). As youngsters, we had our enthusiasm, but we needed some channel. We took Gandhi to be our channel. We don't repent for that.

TIME:
Did you not admire his principles of non-violence?
Godse:
Non-violence is not a principle at all. He did not follow it. In politics you cannot follow non-violence. You cannot follow honesty. Every moment, you have to give a lie. Every moment you have to take a bullet in hand and kill someone. Why was he proved to be a hypocrite? Because he was in politics with his so-called principles. Is his non-violence followed anywhere? Not in the least. Nowhere.

TIME:
What was the most difficult thing about killing Gandhi?
Godse:
The greatest hurdle before us was not that of giving up our lives or going to the gallows. It was that we would be condemned both by the government and by the public. Because the public had been kept in the dark about what harm Gandhi had done to the nation. How he had fooled them!


TIME:
Did the people condemn you?
Godse: Yes. People in general did. Because they had been kept ignorant.